WHY IS HE SUCH A DOUCHBAG?!?!?!?!?

I was in your shoes once, and now I look back and tell myself I was so stupid. Please do not let this boy consume your life. You are so young and so is he. I'm so glad you didn't have with him because chances are he probably would've left you even if you had with him. It takes time to heal. It took me over a year to get over someone I was only with for 3 months. You should really just try to hang out with friends and family more often. I don't know if you're interested but join drill team or cheer, or something because that will keep you really busy and you will make so many more friends. Remember he's just a boy, not a man.